Author Archives: Ryan

I’m done…

Posted on March 17, 2008 by Ryan

I try and I try… and it feels like no matter what I do I can’t succeed. It seems like I can’t get anywhere. I’m finally breaking down… I’m tired of trying to be there for everyone.. I feel like … Continue reading →

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A day of many thoughts…

Posted on March 9, 2008 by Ryan

Well, after eight months I finally spoke with my mother Friday night. Not only did I speak with her but I also entered her house. Everything went well. I think the hard feelings have passed. There is still one thing … Continue reading →

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Posted on March 5, 2008 by Ryan

I’m stuck at a wall. I can’t go any further. I’ve tried and I’ve tried, but no matter what I can’t get through the door. She’s put the deadbolt in and no one can enter for now. I’m not sure … Continue reading →

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Her birthday…

Posted on February 25, 2008 by Ryan

Sunday was my mothers birthday and despite last year’s events, I did send her flowers. I thought maybe they would motivate her to give me a call, but it didn’t, I received a text message saying Thank You, which was … Continue reading →

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Distorted Emotions

Posted on February 18, 2008 by Ryan

Emotions… whats with them? Lately it seems like I’ve been on a roller coaster. One minute I’ll be on top of the hill and then something will happen that I’ll feel like I feel all the way to the bottom. … Continue reading →

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