It’s been a long time since I posted and surprisingly I don’t really have much to say. I haven’t had much contact with my Muse and therefore have been stuck with a major case of writers block. So I guess I’ll just talk about how my life has been lately.
Work has been extremely busy. The Auditorium has entered the “grind”. May is the time of the year where for 3 weeks straight I will work nearly every night. The auditorium has absorbed almost all of my social time… not that I had much to begin with. The worst part is having to deal with the IT world during the day. I’ve lost all motivation to work and all I want to do is tell my boss I’m leaving but I’m not sure how he will react.
I’m starting to watch everyone else’s life have meaning. One of my friends is due to get married next summer and I’m not sure how I’m going to handle that. I’m glad he’s going to be happy but I’m jealous at the same time, that I haven’t had the ability to rely on someone when I needed them.