I’m stuck at a wall. I can’t go any further. I’ve tried and I’ve tried, but no matter what I can’t get through the door. She’s put the deadbolt in and no one can enter for now. I’m not sure why I want into this particular door. There’s just something special about it, and I don’t know what. It’s an unknown that drives me crazy, and I can’t get it out of my head. It’s kept me awake at night thinking about it. I haven’t been able to work because of the lack of sleep and these thoughts racing through my mind. It’s such a strong desire to be on the other side. Maybe someday I will get the key.