I’m done…

I try and I try… and it feels like no matter what I do I can’t succeed. It seems like I can’t get anywhere. I’m finally breaking down… I’m tired of trying to be there for everyone.. I feel like they don’t want me around anymore…. I think I try to be there for people just so I have the company… dammit when do I get to be held? I feel like god’s teasing me, he let all my friends enter into relationships and I’m stuck here by myself dwelling in my own thoughts. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m done trying…